and i nipple chains was afraid of nipple chains the punishment i would endure for doing so.
i dreaded the nipple chains long, lonely night nipple chains ahead knowing i would focus only on having disappointed Him.
i fixed dinner nipple chains and couldn eat.
i watched tv and couldn concentrate nipple chains.
i tried to read, but the words made no sense.
Finally, giving up, i drew a bath.
Once in the hot, steaming water, i felt my body relax, but my mind could not.
i tried touching myself as i thought He might, crushing my nipples, squeezing my clit...
but to no avail.
i could not become aroused.
Leaving nipple chains the bath and laying naked and alone on my bed, i thought nipple chains perhaps i should attempt to punish myself.
Cause myself pain that would nipple chains please Him.
i reached down and brought out the largest of my vibrators...
the diameter of the head was easily twice that of a normal mans penis.
i opened my legs and, without preparation, pushed the head into my vagina.
i felt the stretch and burn of the skin expanding, felt the pressure as i continued to stuff the dry instrument into myself.
Not the exquisite, burning, glorious pain that He delivered to me.
it hurt because i nipple chains wanted the pain to be a bad thing.
i wanted to nipple chains hurt for having disobeyed Him.
i withdrew the head and pushed it in again, harder and deeper.
i wanted the pain He would give me no matter how harsh.
The wonderful pain that swept me to nipple chains the edge of ecstasy and over it...
i wanted Him..
Pulling the vibrator from my vagina, i threw it across the room and cried.
My pussy ached from the intrusion, but i cried not from pain.
i cried for having displeased Him.
The next day was horrible nipple chains.
He did not return my e-mail messages, nor my voice nipple chains mail messages.
At 4:30, as i was leaving the office, i received an e-mail from Him saying only, "7pm".
My heart leapt with excitement nipple chains for a moment until i realized nipple chains He would be displeased with me and that i would face His wrath.